fall in
fall in love with exploring yourself
not just the polished, presentable parts
but the depths you keep avoiding
the insecurities that grow louder in silence
the slow unlearning of who you thought you had to be
the truths that wait patiently
until you are ready to face them
fall in love with failure
not as an idea people romanticize
but as something that actually breaks you a little
when rejection feels personal
when doors close without reason
when you start questioning your own worth
and still, somehow
a small part of you refuses to give up
fall in love with falling in love
not just the excitement
but the vulnerability it asks for
the way you slowly let your guard down
the quiet fear of knowing
someone now has the power to hurt you
fall in love with life
in all its unpredictability
in the unanswered questions
in the almosts that stay with you longer than endings
in the goodbyes that never give you closure
because life is not always clear
it does not tie things together neatly
it happens in pieces
in brief connections
in moments that feel endless
and then disappear too soon
and maybe that is where its beauty lies
not in perfection
not in forever
but in choosing to feel everything
to carry what hurts without losing yourself
to go through it all
and still remain
soft enough
to begin again
fall in love when you stand in front of the mirror
and the comparison begins, why not you
why not your face, your life, your timing
fall in love in that exact moment
when your reflection feels unfamiliar
when you measure yourself against a world
that never knew your story
because it is not that you are incapable
not that you are unlovable
it is that you have been taught to look at yourself
through borrowed standards
you are not a lesser version of someone else
you are not a failed attempt at becoming them
you are simply you
unpolished, unfinished, still becoming
and maybe that is enough
maybe that has always been enough
~Khizra




"because it is not that you are incapable
not that you are unlovable
it is that you have been taught to look at yourself
through borrowed standards"
In a way, we are often conditioned to view ourselves through the lens of others. Instead of searching for our light, and filling up our cup, we are encourage to search for what we lack and what we can chase. And in doing this, we neglect to acknowledge the beauty of who we truly are.
Being who you truly are is more than enough, and the beauty of life is that you will forever be "unpolished, unfinished, still becoming". Time goes on, life evolves, and so will you.